D.Constantly Talking.
I have never in my adult life encountered a man that Ive dated or slept with that didn’t want to fuck me. What I mean is; that is all they have wanted to do, 5 times a day, everyday. At first you feel desired, wanted and your caught up in it.Than you realize that “wait a minute” your just being fucked and that is all it is, there is no relationship beyond the HIS orgasm.
I never met a man that cared if I cam. ( ok, yes YOU, made me cum for the first time, shattered my little reality that I had built on thinking that I had, but you only did that once before moving on. Even a year of fucking you previously, I don’t recall ever cumming like that, but you cracked my mirror that one morning on the living room floor surrounded by sleeping bodies. and I have been in pursuit of this quake again ever since)
And I’ve found it. Well yes of course I found it on my own, but now I’ve found a man that can make me quake every time. And again and again. But to circle back to the begining of the story “I have never in my adult life encountered a man that Ive dated or slept with that didn’t want to fuck me. What I mean is; that is all they have wanted to do”. Except this one.
I finally meet a good man in every sense of the word, AND he can make me cum everytime, except he rarely wants to. I’ve become the guy in the relationship.
Maybe I’ve reached my sexual peek, or maybe it’s just that he can make me cum (with no great effort as well) But I’m inssatiable. I walk around wet whenever he’s around. I want to fuck him all the time.
Everything I read say’s and classically “ He’s just not that into you” or he’s fucking someone eles but both these theories have have a recipe that isn’t being followed the only right ingrediant is the lack of frequant sex. and includes to extra ingrediants that i won’t devulge here for his personal privacy.
My mom said “Quality, not quantity”
But the quality makes me want the quantity.
I’m in sexual peek hell.
